Monday, November 30, 2009

My future is clouded...more then ever before

Maybe i shouldn't really stay in the media industry, coz well i'm just not talented...

Haiz, what do i really want in life i have not known. I am not doing well, and i know that. looking at everyone's poster made me realized that yes, i don't like working in a team, i am lazy, and i'm not even determine enough to pull my grades up. Media is a wrong path i've choosen...

why have i not realized that i have love composing since so long ago...what clouded my judgement? what made me walk the path i walk now? should i just continue this path, down the dark and scary path? or should i quit?

quitting is not an option i know...i don't intend and never intend to be someone famous or big. oh well, maybe once or twice, but i don't mind working in the background...

this made me remember this song that i have once sang that always will encourage me...

我從來就不在乎
自己不是一個大人物
因為平凡也是一種幸福
總是看見名人忙忙碌碌
我的日子由我控制
平凡日子一樣會充實

Translate:
I have never bother
about myself not being famous
because ordinary people can have their happiness.
Seeing famous people so busy,
i control my own life
Ordinary days can be fulfilling too.

so i suppose my ordinary days will have it's blessings. ^^

That's what i'll hope to hear from someone, seriously...

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